johnny dear don't be afraid

breathe in

i have literally done nothing all day. well i posted earlier. looked around on the internet. so i came back to post again for shits and giggles. i made a new playlist on my ipod. that was fun. oh, and i have the sleeping giant next to me. nothing much really happened today. there was a great episode of the x files that had something like that for a title.

i'm new to this whole thing, imagine that, and i would really like to have some help to make it better. so if you see this and can give me tips on design and stuff like that or direct me to a place that i can go to that will help me learn that would be fantastical.

fantastical. what a great word.

breathe out

i think that i try to hard. i'm great at first impressions, but my follow through needs a lot of work.

is it that i'm boring? i try not to be. everyone is always worried about first date strategies, when really i need advice on the second one. i think i may be relationship retarded.

ventilate(FICTION)

evidence

(tape found in room 1803, dated january 4th, year not listed. the only voice is that of an anonymous female. i figured that it might help you with that whole whitmore case. - c.)

i haven't seen him in three days. not since i went to park avenue west. he said that he was going to take care of something, and he walked into the sunset. i hate it when he does that

so now i sit here. i sit here and i talk to you.

i don't know why you ask me about him. you know as well as i do that he does what he wants when he wants. sure he has been passing his time with me for the past little bit, and sure it hasn't exactly been a private affair, but that doesn't mean that i'm his keeper.

how did you find me here anyway?

(gap in tape)

....so i did. i shot her four times. once for each sin. like i said before, she asked for it.

(there is a variety of white noise and other sounds, one i recognized as a tv commercial. )

don't look at me like that. i did what i had to do. because it was right. the right thing to do is not always what you would think of as good. justice is blind after all. do you want a cigarette?

(tape ends)