looking past the reflecting pools me and you

breathe in

i don't know what to feel right now. once again a hard subject for me to breach. loss. i lose something more of myself everyday and i don't know how to stop it. i lose people. i lose memories.

and i don't think i feel anything

she was so important, yet i can't remember why. she was wonderful and i don't even think that i even realised her potential.

i am so callous. or maybe i'm angry. or maybe i'm not just right.

nebulize

tori - gold dust